Monthly Archives: March 2015

بحثت عن الوطن في رجل
في امرأة
بحثت الوطن في سعي أب
في تضحية ام
بحثت عن الوطن في قايد فذ
في سياسي مخضرم
بحثت عن الوطن في جسد شهيد
في شجاعة سجين
بحثت عن الوطن في عقول المفكرين
وفي أبحاث العلماء
بحثت عن الوطن في كتب الله
وفي الأساطير وبين الروايات
بحثت عن الوطن بين التاريخ والجغرافيا
في المقطوعات الموسيقية والسمفونيات
في الشعر والنثر
ووجدته في كلماته
بشعره
بنثره
وجدته ببحر كبير
وموج مرتفع هائج وهاديء
وجدته في سطور قصائده
بمدح وذم
بغزل
وجدته بصوته صارخا
بين نداء واستصراخ
بين نحيب وبكاء
في حزم وقوة وبلاغة وكبرياء
وجدته بكل امرأة
بكل قصة حب
بفنجان قهوة
وجدته بزهر اللوز والأقحوان
يجري بسطوره كغزلان الوادي
بعباراته كنبع يتدفق من وطن
وينتصر الوطن به
وينهزم
وجدت الوطن به
ولقد ضاع
ولم يبق من حلم الوطن
الا هوية
وذكريات
وكلمات
كلمات كتبها درويش بأنفاسه
حبر قلمه دمه الجاري نهرا للوطن
ورقه جغرافيا تعدت مساحات المسافات
مما يمكن ان يحدد لوطن
كلمات وعبارات في سطور
تترجل
وتدفن معها وطن مات سقيما
كلمات وعبارات وسطور
تصعد
لتكون خلودا
لوطن كان يسمى فلسطين
لوطن حفر في قلوبنا ليكون مضخة لعروقنا
وتفجر من هول المصاب منا
وتناثر
ليصبح
في الهواء
ككلماته
عواصف وامطار
تناثر
ليصبح روحا هائمة
بعثرتها اجسادنا
وهامت
في السماء
باحثة
مثلي
عن وطن

رأيت بك الوطن درويش …

هنا .. لنا ماض .. وحاضر .. ومستقبل

كأننا عشرون مستحيل

في اللد , والرملة , والجليل

يا جذرنا الحي تشبث

واضربي في القاع يا أصول

أفضل أن يراجع المضطهد الحساب

من قبل أن ينفتل الدولاب

لكل فعل رد فعل:- … إقرأوا

ما جاء في الكتاب

مقتطفات من قصيدة توفيق زياد في يوم الأرض.. للاحتلال ومساندوه….إقرأوا ما جاء في الكتاب

Nigeria…

I received an invitation to participate in a conference on peace and security in Nigeria some months ago, and I felt like, yes I would love to be part of it. The exotic sensation of going as far as Nigeria was the marking slogan to that excitement, and meeting an old friend from Nigeria felt like an incredible interconnection with the universe.
But inside this all, I wasn’t serious, especially that I went through a hard personal time that included a depression and I totally forgot about the issue until I was re-contacted again some weeks ago and with the same, not genuine excitement I started pulling myself into enjoying the idea.
I had to remind myself that the best part aside from catching up with the colleagues in the conference and the real exchange that such settings produce, it was catching with that old friend that was most important. He has been the only thing I know about Nigeria, and my impression was high. But yet, inside me there was this arrogant ignorance about Africa and in this case about Nigeria.
Ever since that friend stepped into me that morning in Coventry eight years ago, when I was totally clueless traveling alone for the first time (since divorce) and not having closed my eyes for the previous 24 hours. The itch of cold I was feeling is unforgettable. That yellow rounded sun in the sky of Coventry in July with a cold atmosphere. I was losing contact with my physical body, totally lost, walking with my luggage, searching for the classroom when a black figure appeared to me introducing himself in such a polite manner with the echo of an Arabic name that made him familiar with the spot despite the bright accent that remained funny to me.
My blondness and good looks were overwhelming even to me. It was one of those moments that I had this shallow ego of being a white prejudiced creature, forgetting that I was as dark as chocolate and I was a Palestinian.
The only thing I heard about Nigerians the moment the word was mentioned was: be careful they are thieves. That stigma of a nation that I seriously heard over and over everywhere I went. I was waiting for the moment that Nigerian fellow jumps on me and steal me or rape me as we were all alone in that building that early in the morning, but I didn’t feel any threat at all. However, the voices of warning kept rising inside me.
Whatever it was, meeting that young man was what marked the very first instances of my time in that city. I would later see this man everywhere I go, and he would appear the moment I mention his name. It was strikingly strange. It always felt good, but I always had to cautious myself: he is a young “ boy” (back then a year younger than me would be a kid, and this man was maybe 7 or 8 years younger). The man was what I called jokingly all the time was my black angel. He would be there the moment I would think of a need to a thing, starting from a sim card to the heating system. I would only need to mention his name to find him.
Well, he was a Master’s student in engineering, and he was a local in the place.
Day in day out, as the last day of my stay approached, I spent more time around him and with him, and in each time I was just strikingly surprised. I would find it offending normally when anyone offers to pay my phone card for instance or my grocery, and the way he was racing to reach the cashiers before me always made me think: is this man stupid. He is a Nigerian. This image of being helped by a Nigerian seemed hilariously unacceptable. This white and black mentality that has so much hidden racism that I haven’t even discussed inside myself. I always behaved and pretended to be a modest person that I am. But there, I experienced a real life experience that tested my good thinking. It was all based on a series of set up stereotypes that I insisted on seeing as right.
Each moment passed I was seeing this young man as an impressive character regardless of who he was, but to the fact that he was Nigerian. I saw Nigeria in him for what it was. Not what I thought it is.
It was an important lesson in modesty, unveiling ignorance, and seeing through nations through people. Admittedly, it is what I do to represent being a Palestinian. I don’t know if he intentionally wanted to show me Nigeria in him, or was it my way of seeing things. Or was it after all this mentality of oppression that we all regenerate inside ourselves and in the surroundings that we touch when possible…
I was surprised to know that Nigeria had female writers, that stunning beauty of those women, I was surprised that people were just people in Nigeria.
I insist on saying this again and again, because the feeling of shame over my arrogant ignorance followed me with this man. His eloquence, knowledge (about Palestine), modesty, and great manners were remarkable. It was all what one needs to see in a real human. And yet, he remained Nigerian to me.
It wasn’t just me; I am a result of that accumulation of media and societies. Each time I would talk about my Nigerian experience everyone would raise an eyebrow and say but they are thieves, and now they became closer to that picture since Boko Haram.
Last summer I was in Prague, and the security\guard in the hotel was Nigerian. I felt it was my time for payback to a Nigerian, when that man was hilariously pleasant, and it was one time that mentioning Palestine was still steaming after the aggression on Gaza (even though he wasn’t really into that heat.. he was a Nigerian refugee after all ) . It was a great opportunity to dine with the security guard who found it a privilege to eat with guests on that occasion; it was an important chance to hear and see the person for who he was. For me, real inside, I wanted to pay back for a Nigerian previous good deed.
Of course, it was one of my hallucinating acts of that personal search inside my genuine humanity. Even though it was still in-genuine, I was still aware of what was taking place. There was still prejudice in how perceived things, but I was honestly trying to break down all those stigmas of judgment about nations and people just from color …
And yes, all that was happening while I am a Palestinian and we live on the good and evils world charities.

My upcoming visit to Nigeria brought everything I knew about Nigeria to the front of my head, and it goes like this: Ebola, Boko Haram, Corruption and Mukhtar (the name of my friend). As I was defending my standpoint going this far and in such timing that Ebola is as monstrous as Da’esh here. And Boko Haram is competing with its terror demonstrations. It was a great opportunity to defend a country I still see a good man’s face. And of course, as silly as it gets, I live in Palestine. Should I be scared of anything??? We live under the worse humane conditions when it comes to being human. We live under the most corrupt authority which unlike Nigeria doesn’t have any resources, and if there are any, we are far to realize. A power that counts on tax refunds as revenue to pay salaries to its people.
Nigeria, the corrupt country is currently going through elections, while in our authority we fail even to make a decision to go to elections. Nigeria that overrules us in number in at least a hundred times (170 million to less that 10 million us ).
Nigeria that went through civil wars, colonization, diseases, terror remains to be the largest African economy.
As Nigeria stands in a serious election debate that is fairly distributed in a half Christian Muslim country, along with tens of ethnic groups and influential clans. The current president (Goodluck Jonathan) and his government are facing stiff opposition from a previous president (Mohammadi Buhari). Muslim and Christian power, but yet this is not what is threatening the country. Despite the terror of groups such as Boko Haram. And yet, our president encourages military interference from outside to overthrow Hamas, while giving Israel a free hand to suppress and oppress the nation from inside.
As I am looking into Nigeria I am learning that aside from being the most populous country in Africa (more 170 million), richest in oil, 20th on the world GDP ($1.058 tr) I just realized a whole world in Nigeria that includes besides culture and heritage that will need a life to learn about … too many ethnicities anyway … they have Wole Soyinka, noble prize 1986 in literature. And Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie (my first discovery) and of course a whole world of civilization that I will be aiming to catch in time……
Nigeria remains a life lesson that is yet being learned …

I was hoping to remain the hallucinating analyst that I am while following the Arab Summit and the invasion on Yemen. How much of a coincident has it been the timing of the invasion and the summit is another not hard to answer question.
The problem of the situation is it’s too easy to predict style. IT is not that people like me are turning into geniuses of analysis. But the repetition of the production of wars and order in this region with the same directors has definitely got out of creativity.
As much as it is always also easier to keep ones emotions in ones own clan. It becomes destructive emotionally when the region becomes a problem to ones sentiments as well. When I feel the pain of the oppression that is entitled on us as Palestinians, I am described as weird often, to worry about such issues, as long as my children are fine and I am running a normal life. As such with the issue of boycotting, which makes look real weird when we go to the supermarket and we are the only people who do not buy occupation products, and sarcastically we seem to be the rich ones, since, sarcastically also, Israeli products are cheaper in comparison to the high price of the local products that hardly exist.
So feeling all this anguish about what is happening in Yemen seems exaggerated, when Arabs are killing Arabs all over what was once called the Arab nations.
Why complain about Yemen when the entire killing is still persisting in Syria and Iraq, and martyrs are ascending every day here in Palestine.
Why sympathize with Huthis when they are nothing but an extremist group or terrorist one, name it whatever suits you, like all those Islamic groups ranging from Qaida, Da’esh, Ikhwan and Hamas…
Yes Hamas is the key word to this unconnected emotion of mine. Some hallucinating feeling insisted that the strikes on Yemen and the consensus of the Arabs in such a strange undefined unnecessary unity is connected to us here in what we wish to keep calling Palestine.
For an instant I thought, we Palestinians insist on making the world seem as if it spins around us. Actually it doesn’t, but we live under an occupation force that insist on making sure that the world around us remains in extreme and severe chaos so that they continue their aggression on whatever is left from us people and land.
The Isis experience proved as a full proof that you only need an Arab to finish an Arab under the sword of one acclaimed God. Demonizing Shiites, the forever rival of Sunni existence is what best suits the situation.
When today the Egyptian watches as his fellow Egyptian being killed and justifies it immediately upon categorizing the victim as being from the ikhwan and vice versa. When the Syrian celebrates the death of the Syrian who is from the “system” or the opposition. The Nusra or ISIS. A Muslim or Christian in Mosul. A Kurd or Zaidi or whatever. Anonymous clans and tribes that allow us all to justify the killing of the other as long as he is not I. Because even family members could be your own enemy in the given situation.
In Palestine the efforts are continuous to make sure that we become Fatah and Hamas. To be able to justify the killing of whoever doesn’t represent us and celebrate his death.
I refused to believe that the Habbash (the something Mufti of the PA) speech in the last Friday prayer after the invasion on Yemen, and rudely asking that the next aggression should be against Hamas in Gaza because they are outlaws like the Huthis; was a part of a direction from Abu Mazen. I was also ignoring the fact that the man was saying this from the Muqataa mosque. I wanted to believe that Abu Mazen is a wise man, which is just someone who truly wants a pacifist way of living to all. But Abu mazen’s direct indication the same, and even calling for such an intervention is still taking me by a strike.
I spent the whole night in this angry feeling wanting to scream. I felt that I want to remove, to pull out anything that has to do with being an Arab and a Muslim and even a Palestinian from my skin. I felt myself scratching my skin wanting to remove this dirt out of me.
Maybe the problem is just in me …

The reality is that there has never been anything of nationhood, or a nation land or a nation. We are nothing but bunch of followers to the real service of the big real world that is not we, and all those leaders are nothing but contractors.
My feelings towards being an Arab at this moment is like my feeling towards being an educated woman in a patriarchal society that degrades women. The question I ask myself often, what if I didn’t know, what if I wasn’t educated enough? Life would have definitely fallen like an easier more welcoming place.
It feels one of these yet again most depressing times, when thee feeling of real pain to others becomes your own, and people perceive you as an idiot.
It is not just the fact that this disgusting aggression against Yemen is unfair, unjust and inhuman, and it is not that I am the Tagorian Palestinian of this time. It is this feeling of threat that is knocking on my own door. The same feeling I had when Mohammad Abu Khdeir was killed in the same neighborhood where I live. Despite the actual and visible distinction in distance and situation, I felt the same threat surrounding me.
I still find it unaccepted to my mind to rationalize the fact that Abu Mazen was actually saying what he said. Something inside me doesn’t want to believe that we live under leaderships of traitors. As much as that same thing in me doesn’t want to believe that Egypt is set to hold an aggression against Gaza. Of course it is not Gaza it is Hamas. It is not Yemen it is Huthis. It is not Syria or Iraq it is Qaida, Nusra, Da’esh or Assad.
IT is all a slippery decadence to a hollow hole of darkness.

العرب وحسم المواقف
بين الحرب على الصهيونية والطائفية

بين الحربين تكمن العقدة التي من المستحيل فكها بين حقيقة اكبر واعقد ، وهي مجموعة من الامور تستدعي التعقيد اكثر . فنحن نعيش وسط قيادات ، طبعا هم منا ، ولكن الاسهل سب ولعن اخر ما ليس نحن دائما . نعيش وسط قيادات تتكون تعقيدات عقدتنا فيهم في جهل مغمس بتفاهة ومكبل بقبلية رعناء. ويشد من قيودها اساور مدفوعة الثمن بأموال البترول التي تضخه امريكا من آبار خيامنا (خيامهم)
فلقد قرر العرب اليوم تأجيل حربهم المزعومة ضد الصهيونية ، واستعمل هنا الصهيونية للتضخيم ، فلا بد ان كل اولئك القادة صهاينة انفسهم ، ولذا يرفضون يهودية اسرائيل . وقرروا تجميد تلك الحرب الخرقاء منذ بدئها بشجب قديم مستحدث ، وبضع ملايين تدخل لجيوب قوادي المستحقين. (عفوا ، اقصد قاده ، ولكن لاجل ابقاء ميزان في الكلام هنا).
وبينما احاول ان امنطق اللا منطق العربي الخارق المخترق من كل انحائه ، وافهم عبقرية ضرب اليمن التعيس . وتبربره امام الشعب منا .
وعلى ما يبدو انهم مرتعبون يرتجغون من الخطر الفارسي اكثر من ذلك الصهيوني . فلقد يحق لهم الخوف على الاقل بالعودة الى تاريخ عبدة النار من المجوس اولئك . وطبعا كل ما انتجه الاسلام من عبقرية ونهضة وانفتاح من جانب مناطقهم ما هو الا صدفة ومفارقة لا تمت لحقيقة مجوسيتهم بشيء . ولن اذكر اي اسم ليس لقلة معرفتي فقط ، ولكن لاستحالة جمع جميع الاسمائ من علماء دين وغيره من تلك المنطقة والتي ستفاجأ معظمنا بهم ، ولن استطيع سرد كل من اعرف في مقالي هذا…
المهم ليس هذا الموضوع ، فالاسلام العربي هو الاصل ، واليمن مجرد بلد فقير ، فر منها رئيس الى السعودية واستنجدها اخر ، وفي كل مرة زودت السعودية بثكنات القاعدة في أراضيهم وتخربشت الدنيا فيما بعد بين داعش وقاعدة وتدخل انصار الله –الحوثيين. طبعا الحوثيون ليس لهم حق ، هم مجرد مجموعة يمنيون لا يمتون لليمن والعروبة الاسلامية بشيء . قبيلة قاطعة طرق مرتزقة ..مجرد يمنيه… ولجهلنا نسينا ماضي اليمن ، ولن اذكره لجهلي بمقام المقال عن اليمن في هذا المكان ايضا . فاليمن ليست مهمه هنا .
الصراع والقتال والهجوم الحالي هو ليس ضد اليمن . الهجوم هو ضد ذلك الوحش الممتد من ايران وبلاد الفرس الذي يهدد اسلام السعودية المتمثل بنا .
وليس مهما عبد الهادي منصور الذي خلع نفسه ام هرب ، ام لجأ الى السعودية وحقيقة استعانته بالحوثيين لتهدئة الوضع والسيطرة عليه من المد المرهب من قبل القاعده “السعودية” .
ولن اسأل ذلك التساؤل الساذج الذي يسأل اين كان العرب وقادتهم عند الهجوم على ليبيا وسوريا والعراق .. اين هم العرب عند الهجوم على فلسطين …
يجب ان استعيد توازن كلامي هنا . ففلسطين ليست الموضوع في هذه العبارة . فالموضوع الريسي هو فلسطين .. اقصد اسرائيل .
المهم هو سبب الهجوم الحازم هذا على اليمن الذي يبررونه لنا بقيادة السعودية وبمشاركة قوادي البلدان العربية . ام السعودية هي القواد الاساسي والعربان بقادتهم هم ……التي يستفيد منها القواد؟؟؟
ايضا هذا ليس هو المكان لهكذا تحليل واستفسار .
ما هو التبرير الذي يقدمونه لنا . ما الذي انجرف ابو مازن للدفاع عنه وفلسطين تخر من كافة جهاته ارضا وشعبا وماءا وهواءا في كل لحظة ؟ ما الذي جعلهم يصطفون وراء السعودية غير الماوال التي لا بد موعودة في المقابل وبكل الحالات طبعا ؟
كيف يقنعوننا نحن الشعوب البلهاء الاغبياء ؟
سينصرون ويدافعون عن الاسلام من الفرس والخطر الايراني ؟
كيف يبررون لنا عدم زج المنطقة بالحروب الطائفية وهم جميعا يقودون حروبا طائفية بامتياز. الم يكفي هذا الوطن من تمزيق لشعوبه ؟ لقد تعبت الارض من كثرة الدماء التي سقت ترابها ففاض بها …..
هل جاء اليوم بعد كل ذاك الدس فينا خلال عقود وسنوات ضد الشيعة لنحارب ايران من جديد وكأن الاسلام فقط بالعرب؟
متى سيتوعب المسلمون العرب منا ، بأن الاسلام لم يزدهر ولم يرق يوم بالعرب . ولكنه شهد عصوره الذهبية بكل اولئك الذين لم تكن العربية اثنيتهم ومرجعيتهم ولكنهم ايمانا وحبا بنبي هذه الامة رفعوا الغة لتصبح لغاتهم ورفعوا بايمانهم الاسلام ليتصدر العالم .
متى سنعرف نحن المسلمون العرب السنة بان مآسي الاسلام ولدت من احضاننا وتربت في جحورنا . الارهاب المتمثل بالتطرف وسفك الدماء والهمجية الذي تمثل امامنا اخيرا بداعش هو من نتاج قبليتنا العربيه.
متى سيأتي يوم ان نسلم كما كان الاسلام في كل غير العرب بعد رحيل رسول هذه الامة التي دنست قدسية الاسلام ولا تزال تدنسه تحت اسم الله ورسوله .
كفاكم تكالبا على شعوبكم وعلى انفسكم من اجل حفنة مناصب ومصالح تطالك وتطال ابناؤكم والفاسدون امثالكم ومنك على حساب دم هذه الشعوب .
كفاكم تحقيرا لهذا الاسلام بقلوبكم العمياء الميتة قبل ميلادها .
عدونا ليس اسرائيل فقط والخطر ليس بالصهيونية . والنزعة العرقية الاتنية التي تمزقون الشعوب بها ليست ايضا مشكلتنا … انتم مشكلتنا …
انتم سبب هواننا ومذلتنا …
الا تفكروا بما سيكتبه التاريخ ؟
ماذا ستكتبوا في كتب التاريخ . استقل العرب من الاستعمار البريطاني والفرنسي والايطالي وووو في الستينات وتحالف العرب على اليمن بقيادة السعودية بال٢٠١٥ لاضفاء شرعية من على من … فهنا حتى اعجز عن كتابه ما يمكن كتابته لهذه الاجيال المسكينة القادمة…
ولقد صدقتم ايها المتخاذلون الجهلة الخائنون لنفوسكم وشعوبك بانكم كنتم خير امة اخرجت للناس؟!!!!!!!!

The Arab League summit comes a day after Hasan Nasrallah (Hezbollah) speech \ interview. Both come a day after the Arab invasion of Saudi Arabia to Yemen.
The complication of the situation keeps deteriorating, as the essence of common sense in the Arab mentality keeps fading away.
What I wanted to write about exceeded my original plan on my reaction to Nasr Allah’s speech. It was a day full of unlikely surprising events and words blurting out in all directions. Sudan is even involved in the invasion on Yemen…
I didn’t believe the first announcement that the PA (the Palestinian) were pro the invasion and cheered the Saudi wisdom in regaining the Arab power. Well… it doesn’t matter whose power and where and why and on whom. This is another issue.
Then came the previous minister of religions in Palestine, who has this disgusting way in promoting hatred among Palestinians in his Friday prayers speeches against Hamas from the Muqata mosque each Friday. He disgustingly appeared again, going further in his applaud to the invasion on Yemen, asking the invading Arab troops under the blessing of the USA to rid “us” from all such gangs including Gaza.
……………………………………
No word can express what I want to respond, so I leave it dotted…
Nasrallah came out with a speech. Thank goodness, and this is not cynical thanks.
I admit that I stopped my excitement about Nasrallah after the Syria affair when he supported al-Assad against the Syrians. Admittedly also, I fully understand his position now, because sadly speaking Syria went into exactly what he was trying to explain to us back then. IT is definitely that emotion of the Arab Spring that ruled back then, and we believed that it was time for the big voice to come out and order …
Nasrallah’s speech yesterday made me think again. Believe that there is still an Arab Muslim voice that speaks out the truth and has common sense and is robust and proud in a proper way. I am aware that everything I say and feel should be more rational, because this whole idea of being driven by our emotions is what is heading us to our continuous deteriorating situation as an Arab world. And being stretched in support towards one side against the other is something that I should also be careful about.
I am still far from judging the Iranian Islam and ideology that is contributed through Shiite. Even though I have been roaming around it from a cautious distance, each time getting closer to understand the reality that is far from what the Muslim Sunni world promoted to us since the Gulf war (Iraq \Iran). The split that my age allows me to understand its distance. Growing up believing that Iran is the demon of the Gulf and that Saddam Hussein was liberating Islam through fighting the infidel Shiite was the slogan that was fed to us from children to adults…. Like all those concepts they fed us on…
Trying to stay away with the emotions that accompanied me through the speech, his eloquence that is real impressive. He has this way of using terms that follow up with each other, so close and yet unrepeated. And all my usual fantasizing the words and the character. The common sense, the analysis, the facts he was putting in front of us was quite impressive. His unbelievable truthfulness in the way he addressed the Arab leaders, with no fear or hypocrisy, and finally his right words to Abu Mazen when he said that Abu Mazen’s support to the invasion on Yemen lacks all aspects of common sense and he better stays home was fulfilling.
What did Abu Mazen think of when his nation faces such aggressions every day? Is it all about that money the Saudi gives with the authorization of the US?
Those basic concepts of resistance and occupation that are affiliated directly with Palestine and the Palestinian cause, Abu Mazen strikingly stroke with his support to such an invasion.
But maybe it was true that his Mufti said what he couldn’t say. This invasion is the beginning of the Arab invasions on other “outlawed” groups such as Hamas in Gaza. Taking into consideration the current Egyptian interference in the Gaza affair and against the Gazans under the war against Hams this could gradually make sense. One day this ally relation would come to hit Gaza for Egypt and not Israel. As if we care if they show us their direct love and relationship with Israel. We as people already know. Or maybe we as Palestinians already know …
Then came the summit.
The Palestinian media outlet was preparing us for another super famous speech that Abu Mazen intends to give in the summit …lots of encouraging words to this speech, in a media fabricated unprofessional direction, but as naively as I could get, I thought maybe he will say something important. I browsed with my mind the possibilities of a famously delivered speech. Is he going to announce a date for elections? Would he announce that he is going to Gaza and he will fulfill the reconciliation with the willingness or against the will of Hamas? Or maybe he would go even further, he would announce the end of the PA and step down.
I was hallucinating into three scenarios that seem impossible when they are supposedly the only right things to happen now and since some years. The situation of a real election or an actual dissolving to the PA is inescapable, and yet it seems like a faraway impossible happening.
But as Abu Mazen remains the master of disappointment, he didn’t seize to disappoint me as a Palestinian yet again.
I honestly hate to say a bad thing about the man. I honestly don’t want to become an opposition to this man (of course I would not even count). I don’t want to say that Abu Mazen doesn’t represent me neither his PA. My criticism remains in the sense of hoping that a wake-up call will change the situation at some point before it becomes a non turning point.
But yet again… it seems impossible.
Abu Mazen’s speech was shameful as he applauded loud and proud his support against the people in Yemen. He kept repeating it, like a hypocrite student attempting to achieve a better grade from a teacher. Of course, he wanted the money of the Saudis that we the people don’t actually catch. Maybe they should learn how to bribe the people so that we can support them with their clapping.
Then he went to the predictable briefing of the situation in Palestine, using well-chosen words to the audience of Israel such as the Judaisation of Jerusalem (a seriously supposed issue for the Muslims) and threat by “ fanatics” and “ some” government members of Israel. I felt like; excuse me … some???? Netanyahu sadly is just some? For instance!!!!!!!
Let’s say the Arab leaders remain ignorant about what is happening in Palestine, some of them have just died, and new replacements came, and some have just been exchanged. I personally stopped catching up with names. I have no idea who writes the president’s speech; he must have been a tour guide. Of course, he has to be a Palestinian tour guide because our guides are highly politicized. It is a primary requirement in the situation. Abu Mazen speech was unlike that of the Mauritanian and the Somali, a speech of a practiced professional. He must have said the same things for the last at least ten years. He even makes stupid jokes. I shouldn’t say stupid, but they felt like silly nerdish jokes, that people laugh about for the courtesy of whoever is saying it out of fear. For some moments he seemed to have forgotten that he is in the PRESENCE of their majesties and highnesses of the Arab kingdoms and as usual, whoever wrote his speech seems apt to have it longer than what Abu Mazen can take. The man got bored and repetitive, and he started just flipping quickly through the papers. The kind of behavior I would do in a conference or a lecture when time starts running out and realizing that what was left is not significant and repetitive… but again. For God’s sake Dear Abu Mazen. You are the president and not I.
Of course, abu Mazen never mentioned anything important. He did, however, call the Arabs to come and pray in Jerusalem… this confirms that who wrote the speech is actually affiliated with tour guides!!! And I was thinking as I was repeating his empty words in my head… for God sake, what is happening. Having the Arabs coming and visiting Jerusalem will change and transform the Palestinian economics for instance? It could be really taking into consideration that the highest profiled file today is the tax money that Israel is still bargaining on paying back to the PA.
Abu Mazen confirmed to the Israelis, not the Arabs in the summit that he insists on Oslo, even though he didn’t mention Oslo by name, probably realizing as well that Oslo is expired officially. There was this sense of sending a message to the Israelis begging them (hideously) to come back to the negotiation tables.
What else can I brief? Of course, he asked for money. He even made sure to separate and split the Palestinians from the Syrians and Iraqis. Confirming that some Palestinians remain dispossessed.
It was an empty speech that is surrounded with shame … a shame that tails embarrassment to us Palestinians. Who under occupation support aggression against other poor nations?

ابو مازن وخطاب عار(خال)

ربما المقارنة الفورية بين خطاب السيد حسن نصر الله مع خطاب اللحظة لابو مازن في القمة العربية هو ما يشعل ردة فعلي .
اسمعه واكاد لا اصدق ، مع ان كلامه ليس بجديد، الا ان تكرار هذا الكلام ربما هو العار . بينما يشرح ابو مازن للعربان ملخص الحياة الفلسطينية من وجهة نظره تحت الاحتلال ، يذكرني كلامه بالرحلات السياحية الفلسطينية التي يقوم بها المرشد السياحي بشرحها للسائح الاجنبي. الا ان كلامه تناقضات من جملة لاخرى . فبينما يشدد على الانتهاكات الاسرائيليه وتهويد القدس من قبل “المتطرفون” و”بعض” اعضاء الحكومة ، وبينما يشكر العرب على مساهماتهم التي لا نعرف نحن اهل القدس مثلا لمن تذهب هذه الاموال. يقوم ابو مازن بالدعوه لزيارة القدس كمشروع وطني وينفي التطبيع في هذا المجال ويردد مقولة زياره السجين لا تعتبر زيارة للسجان.
ارحمنا يا ابو مازن …دخيل الله !!!!
هل زيارة العرب للقدس ستنهي الاحتلال؟
تستتطيع ان تتكلم في هذا عندما ينتهي الاحتلال ونبدأ بالتفكير في اليات دعم الاقتصاد للقدس خينها …
لست لاني ضد التطبيع ، ولست لاني معه . ولكن عندما تكون انت الرئيس وتسرد ما يقوم به الاحتلال من انتهاكات واحتلال يزيد بنا كل يوم باحتلال …
يؤكد ابو مازن من خلال القمة بتمسكه بمساره السلمي وفق المعايير الدوليه والاتفاقات الموقعة ، وكأنه يسمع اسرائيل بانه لا يزال ينتظر العودة الى المفاوضات المستجدية.
فلا افهمك يا ابو مازن … ولا افهم من كتب لك هذا الخطاب.
لا افهم يا ابو مازن لماذا تبدأ خطابك الناري داعما للهجوم على اليمن …
ابو مازن …..
لا اعرف اين الخلل ..
هل تعرف ما الذي تقرأه؟
يا ابو مازن…..
قضية فلسطين كانت قضية الوطن العربي وقضية الحق والانسانية
كيف تؤيد الهجوم على شعب اخر يا ابو مازن ؟
يا ابو مازن اتقي الله فينا وبنفسك ….
تمنيت للحظات عقيمه بان خطابك الناري الخطير المهم الذي تم اعلان عنه ان يعلن عن موعد انتخابات مرجوه .
تمنيت للحظات سقيمة ان تعلن يا ابو مازن عن مصالحة حقيقية . عن نيتك الذهاب الى غزه .
وبعد ترديدك ما رددته ، للامانه خفت ان تؤكد على هبشات الهباش بالامس وان تدعو الدول العربيه ان يحزموا امرهم بعد اليمن الى غزه …
أعذرني يا ابو مازن….
خطابك عار (خال) من طموحنا نحن الفلسطينيون الذين لا نزال نحلم بوطن لا يبدو قريبا منك ..
لك الله يا فلسطين

سيماهم في أسمائهم
بين نصر الله والهباش

في ظل تراكمات ما يحدث من مهازل تؤكد انهيارنا كشعوب قبل انهيارنا كقيادات ، ما جرى من عدوان سافر غاشم أحمق على اليمن ، يجب أن يعيد لأذهاننا ان بقي في عقولنا بعض المنطق مما جرى حولنا في السنوات الاخيره . أجيال منا عاشت وعاصرت الانفكاك والمؤامرات العربية الدولية منذ السبعينات . فعشنا وتربينا على عداوة ايران واعتبرناها العدو الاكبر وممثل الشيطان ودعمنا العراق التي قبلت ان تترأس العدوان على ايران ، استمرت الايران الفارسية الشيعية العدو الاكبر للاسلام الذي نعيشه .
وتعود الكرة اليوم بمشهد مشابه ، قد يكون الهدف منه استفزاز ايران واستدراجها لحرب كما تم استدراج صدام حسين باحتلاله للكويت . فنحن نعيش منذ ظهور داعش الاخير حالة تأهب واستنفار ضد المد الشيعي وتركنا كل عداواتنا الحقيقية ونصبنا ايران حليفا رئيسيا للشيطان .
الحرب على داعش وقبلها خلق حالة داعش ، أكدت او ربما فتحت المجال لجس نبض الشعوب . فموافقتنا على مشاهد القتل لأي واستعمالها للتحريض من الفريق الذي ننتمي اليه ضد الفريق الاخر . وخروج الجيوش بضربات جوية على داعش وكأنه تقليد للقوى يشبه ذلك الذي تمارسه امريكا على اجواء البلدان من انتهاكات للحدود والشعوب ، وموافقتنا وسكوتنا وتأييدنا لحرب على دواعش لا نعرف من هم . بالاصل هم من الشعوب انفسهم . فداعش تكونت من انفار ذهبت من بلداننا جميعا وشكلت صفوف داعش التسقررنا جميعا محاربتها .
ولست هنا ادافع عن داعش. لانه وعلى ما يبدو من المشهد الحالي ، ان دور داعش قد استنفذ نفسه وانتهت كما جاءت الى التراب وارذلة التاريخ .
الا ان حالة داعش التي تأصلت فينا كشعوب واوطان هي الخطر الاكبر . فتقسم المصريون الى اخوان وسيسيون . وفي فلسطين حماس وعباسينون . وفي الاردن اسلاميون ومتابعون لجلالته . وفي البحرين شيعة منشقة وسنة .وفي ليبيا وفي سوريا وفي العراق تقسيمات بداخل تقسيمات لا نعرف من اسمائها الا ما هو منا او نحن ضده .
وكل هذا التقسيم توحد امام شيعة وسنة . وهرولنا مع المسميات الكاذبة القاتلة ،التي تستنزفنا وابناؤنا وشعوبنا ،ونستمر في غبائنا وملاحقاتنا لقبلية هدامة لا تمت لما ندعي حمله من مبادىء واخلاق بصلة . لا تمت لدين نلوح جميعا به باي صلة .
فمن المؤسف عيش المكيدة التي حلت بعلي ابن ابي طالب تعاد ، ليس على شخص رجل فقط اليوم ولكن امة وشعوبا. فالمشهد يشبه ذلك الذي حل عند تنصيب عليا للخلافة بعد مقتل عثمان بن عفان . عندما تحالفت عائشة “رضي الله عنها” معآلزبير وطلحة” رضي الله عنهما” في مكة واضطر عندها علي الخروج الى الكوفة لحصد الدعم له . ومن الجهة الاخرى تآمر عليه معاوية بن ابي سفيان رافضا مبايعة علي وخلافته ، مما جعله يحشد جيوشه وعمل الهدنة مع البيزنطينيين ليحشد الجيوش كلها ضد علي بدل من محاربة البيزنطينين حينها . وبينما شارفت جيوش معاوية على الهزيمة خرج عمرو بن العاص ” رضي الله عنه ايضا” بما اودى الى حالنا الحالي عندما دعا المحاربون الى رفع المصاحف (القرآن) على السيوف وتحكيم الشريعة . في تلك اللحظة خرج الخوارج من جحورهم وانفكوا عن علي واعلنوا حربهم على الكفر المتمثل بمعاويه اولا وعلي ثانيا . فوجد علي نفسه بجبهات حروب شرسة لم يدع لها ، وبالعكش ازدهر الاسلام اجتماعيا وحارب الفساد الذي ادى الى مقتل عثمان ورد اموال المسلمون الى اصحابها . الا انه وقف امام عائشة والزبير وطلحة في معركة الجمل مما ادى الي مقتل الصحابيين واسر عائشة وعزلها فيما بعد . الا انه رحمة بها وبمكانتها تركها . وخرجت الخوارج ( داعش بمفهوم اليوم) الذين لم يرضو عن الحكم الاسلامي بتلك الطريقة واطاحوا وقتلوا كل من اختلف عنهم ، وانشغل علي في محاربتهم حتى افتوا بقتل علي ومعاوية وعمروا . ونجح القاتل المأجور بقتل علي بن ابي طالب فقط بينما كان خارجا الى صلاه الفجر بطعنة سامة استمرت تجري سمومها في بدنه قاتلة له لثلاثة ايام .
وبعدها تولى الحسن الخلافة الا انه تنازل عنها لمعاوية احتقانا لدماء المسلمين .
بقية القصة كما القصة نعرفها ولكن بحقائق مواربة علمونا فيها ان الاسلام والمسلمون واولئك الصحابة الاجلاء كانوا الاقرب الى الانبياء بصدقهم وولائهم . ولم يعلمونا بأن القبلية العربية كانت دائما اكبر واعنف من الاسلام . رغم استعمال الاسلام حجة دائما للتأثير على الشعوب. واليوم يجتمع العرب بقبلية مليئة بالجهل ، لا يجمعهم الا المصالح الشخصية والنفوذ الخاصة والسيطرة العمياء . فكل يقف مع من تمشي معه مصلحته . وكل المذابح تجري باسم الشعوب التي تسفك دماؤها على الاراضي التي يتم التقاتل على الاستيلاء والسيطرة على ناسها وثرواتها . وكل له ثمنه مقابل قيمته .
ايام ما كان ربيعا عربيا ، صدمت بموقف حسن نصرالله ، حين كنا مندفعين بمشاعرنا نحو تحرير الشعوب . وخذلني موقفه مع النظام السوري ضد الشعب السوري .
وبعد كل هذه السنوات ، تبين ان موقفه لم يكن خاطئا ابدا . فكل ما كان ينادي به ويستصرخ العالم العربي به يحصل امامنا ، فتحولت سوريا الى ثكنة للارهابيون من كل الاتجاهات ، ووجود نظام الاسد بات احسن ما يمكن ان يكون لسوريا والمنطقة .
ويأتي العدوان على اليمن ، ويلتف العرب كالجديان بذل وخنوع وحقارة غير مسبوق . او ربما دائم ولكننا لم نصدقه ابدا . فلا نزال في غزة نلملم اشلاء قتلانا ، والهدم لا يزال المنظر المسيطر على غزه والشتات والضياع حال اهل غزة ، لم تحرك الدول العربية ساكنا من اجل حتى شجب لذلك العدوان . واليوم يجتمع الجميع على محاربة الحوثيون في اليمن . اي مهزلة هذه ؟
وبين خطاب لنصر الله الذي استوقفني لاقول نصرك الله …وفعلا اسم على مسمى ، وبين موقف فلسطيني كما وصفه نصر الله بالغائب عن المنطق ، حين قال : كيف لك يا عباس بالموافقة على العدوان على شعب؟
وبين خطاب للهباش. خطاب تقشعر لها الابدان من سفاهة وبذاءة وقلة دين وايمان . باسم فعلا سيماه فيه ….
وبعد طيلة تفكير ومراجعة .. اكد لي السيد حسن نصر الله …بأن الاسلام ينتصر بالمؤمنين اشكاله ، ولربما علينا المراجعة .. ربما الامام المسلم الحقيقي الموجود هو ذلك الموجود في ايران .
ولا اريد اعادة ما ذكره السيد نصر الله من مقارنات بموقف ايران من كل ما جرى ويجري بالرغم من العدوان المستمر عليها حربا بعد حرب . وبين المواقف العربية الممثلة بالسعودية وطاغوت المال .
ربما حان الوقت الحقيقي لاعادة النظر ….
فالحق بين والانسان الحق ليس مصادفة ان يكون اسمه فيه .. والانسان الشره المقيت اسمه فيه سامه …
فبين نصر الله والهباش…. تنتصر الاسماء ،وتسكت لتنتهي